My BABY boy is two!!!! Two?? TWO!!
Still cannot believe it. I can hardly remember him being tiny tiny, and that is so sad! It seems like ions ago when I was pregnant [and sooo hot!] , then the man came and Mom & Dad lost our minds for a while! Its a crazy thing, having an infant, so much to learn by doing..little sleep..overwhelming feelings!
Of course, you always hear of mother's aches and pains of having to "let go" little by little. Today is one of those days! Of course, two years ago my baby had just arrived after LONG anticipation! So helpless, dependent and just MY little boy! Now... oh man... he runs around, knows what he wants, has the capicity to love back... its all mind blowing. We go thru new obstacles and challenges everyday, then he will learn a new word, explore something new, light up when he see's something familiar. Wow. Words cannot describe.
Really, trying to write this blog is pointless. If you have kids, you know exactly what I'm talking about. If not... you may be fortunate enough one day to know! Its an indescribable feeling in your chest, and actually heartache, but for the good. I honestly feel like Sebastian Kale swells up my heart to bursting point. What an amazing life I lead :]
Day One.
Love at First Sight.
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